Lasers, fractals and emotions ( unedited)

      The snoflake is very smooth and cold at the touch, just like a human soul with no hurtful intention. I have a warm laser implanted in my heart and the glowing light directs a silky ray towards my palm where the snoflake has a realm of dwelling for the time being. Within it there are thousands of snoflakes alike which all unite as one when forming a whole and all separate into perfect divisions of the same consisting matter when taken individually living in this perfect continuity of a misterious mass. As my heart steps faster the laser melts away that flaky form and turns it all into melting water of which I can distinguish between the multitude of atoms. Spirals within spirals which take me deeply daydreaming of a mirrorlike frame which shapes and reshapes a static point through which countless lines of all measurable and unmeasurable dimmensions stop to greet the moment of general genessis. This fascinating reflex of producing what was there again and again in such a mindful flow makes the roots of the plant take not only nutrients from the Earth but also feelings of the past which they keep telling like a melodic story to the Sun each moment they turn towards him. He feels them and tells the other figures of life superior to our possible knowledge and thus, the fallen stars that take a bow for a human wish can be no more than emotions which earthly generations drowned in tears that stayed with the soil until the wize stars took them into consideration in a kind of integral priority list. The flake which shall one day be rain and snow again with his own phenomenal story is now a full share of my mindly philosophy as it fragments and fragments without an end only to become itself again for what is old becomes new when the new turns into old. And so the triangles within others that simple neuroperception defines as optical illusions are actually a sequence of infinity if one feels the desire to go further on the path of finding the middle of that perfect circle visible only to the kindest heart. My eyes are now heavy with years of dreaming and so I feel the need of asking for a new laser so that my heart could also depict what it holds within for the ones to come and stand here where I stood... It might be an incredible irony, a spiritual trick or maybe an essential healing method but if you have a better laser, please at least do let me know for I want to invest all my emotions with it!!